" Greater is he who suffers through the pain and comes through the other side improved. Greater is he who accepts discouragement and keeps forward momentum, never retreating. Greater is he who sees the light at the end of the tunnel and keeps their eye on the light. Greater is he who gets knocked off his feet and gets back up, dusts himself off and gets back in the fight. Life is tough, but you are stronger."

Saturday, September 11, 2010

boys suck.

So I have been dating this boy for almost 2 months, not long I know..

The reason why I say boys suck is because I love him with all my heart give him everything I have, and he makes me feel worthless. I have had boys cheat on me, lie to me and do everything under the sun to make me feel like crap. For some odd reason this is 100 times worse than finding a boy cheating on me.

Whenever I want to talk just to tell him how I am feeling (if its a bad feeling) it always gets turned on me. You know it must be the wrong thing when I am sitting here crying while writing this blog. I keep thinking maybe he will see that he gets treated like a king, maybe he will change. I am kinda lost and feel stuck. Its so hard when you love somebody so much and you expect so much out of someone, because you give them all they need its only fair you get all you do. Maybe he is not good enough for me, maybe no one is. Maybe it is all in my head like they all say, maybe I am crazy..

One day I hope to find that guy that treats me what I am worth..
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2 comments:

  1. AshleySeptember 11, 2010 at 2:35 PM

    You definitely are NOT crazy!! You deserve to be treated like a queen and if he can't manage that he is not good enough. Especially if he makes you feel like its your fault youre feeling bad about things in the relationship....I've been there, its not fair and its not right.

    You will find a guy that treats you how you deserve and he will be all that more special because this guy youre dating know is showing you to really appreciate the nice ones.

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 10, 2011 at 11:24 PM

    Janah, I know we don't talk often, but you will find someone. You're bound too. You're a wonderful person. =)

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