So I bet you thought I forgot! Nope!!! I have been super busy between school and work. I am now going to College in Lethbridge, for a Paralegal. I have 9 months left out of a 14 month program.
In other news, I was engaged (got out of that one, which was the best choice of my life) now i am single. I am learning a lot about myself and i am striving to gather who i am before anymore romantic encounters haha. I am much happier now, but i seem to struggle with a lot of little things that affects my everyday life. I am getting there though, and i know it will take a lot of hard work. I am starting to feel worthy of love from anyone, I am learning to trust again. It will be a long road but worth it in the end, I know that everyone that has come into my life were here for a reason. I may be sad for them not being here, but i have to remember the good things in life and what good things they taught me.
During the last little while i have came to the conclusion that what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, although i knew this before it was hard for me to believe it. I have noticed how much friends influence you and how you really need people in your life who love you and appreciate you. I am thankful for all of my friends :)
All in all, I am doing better day by day and i know it will only get better if i continue to focus on my needs and wants for a little while longer. I know it sounds selfish but for 21 years i have been doing everything everyone else wants, now its ME time! On a more relaxed note.....
GROWING UP SUCKS!!!
I really dont want to grow up :( but it has happened i am responsible! haha.
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