Is there anyone out there?

So lately like I said I have been doing a lot of soul searching.. During this process I have lost a lot of people, I have made some mistakes and continue like any human being. I can only imagine what our world would be like full of loving, honest and true to yourself people. Everyone one in this world no matter what color, what religion, what size, what shape and what "class", everyone is fighting in this world. We always have someone else to bow down to or listen to, society has put so much on our plate yet no one is willing to fight more than they already do.

I wish this world was a better place, I wish kids didn't starve or get abused, I wish everyone was equal (no matter what you say we are not), I wish everyone was trustworthy, I wish everyone simply cared.

Lately I feel so alone, I feel I am the only one feeling the way I do. Yes, there are people in worse situations than I am, but that doesn't mean very much because we were all giving different methods of how we deal with it. People think I am this strong leader when really I not. I wish people took the time to get to know me before judging me. 

I struggle everyday and have been for my whole life. My life road wasnt easy and never will be. Thats life. But I am trying to make this world a better place for me. I wish more people would fight for what they believe in, I do everyday maybe not in the same manor as most but I still fight. 

To be honest, I dont have a lot of friends that would stick by me through any and every thing you know why? Because they are afraid of what others think. This world seems to be messed up, and maybe I am the only one who thinks like this. 

This post was all over the place, like usual. The point I am trying to make is simply care, dont make this life harder for others when you are struggling yourself. Have compassion, you dont need a religion or to go to church every sunday to be a good person. Dont worry what others think, Dont judge and people wouldnt have to worry. Our human race and society has frankly gone down the tubes. Everyone complains but no one wants to fix it, than dont complain! I am complaining but i am also trying to fix this! 

In the end, we are living to die. We dont need stupid materials we dont need drama. We need knowledge and good people around us. Maybe one day our nation will be able to unite and soon the world, but for now I am surviving.