" Greater is he who suffers through the pain and comes through the other side improved. Greater is he who accepts discouragement and keeps forward momentum, never retreating. Greater is he who sees the light at the end of the tunnel and keeps their eye on the light. Greater is he who gets knocked off his feet and gets back up, dusts himself off and gets back in the fight. Life is tough, but you are stronger."

Sunday, April 24, 2011

tomorrow Tomorrow TOMORROW

So tomorrow I start school ahhh. This is exciting but sooo nervous.. I have a whole bunch of stuff running through my head, am I going to do good? Will I make it? Will the money be worth it... blah blah blah!!!

I am hoping for the best and hope I can do this... it is a lot different when it is your money and not just high school where you don't think about it. But here goes nothing... Paralegal here I come!!!

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Waiting

Today me and mike are waiting for news regarding a personal thing. It sucks waiting! I am always waiting on someone else. Today and yesterday look boring haha. Since I don't start school until Monday I really don't have much to do. I want to get a job, but in order to see how my hours are I need to see my work load.. again... WAITING! bah! I wish waiting didn't take so long haha!

Looks like the next 14 months of me blogging are going to be about school, and more school and studying. I should really do something with my life this week :)

Hope everyone has a great day!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

My Life Now :)

I have not written a blog in like 6 months.. so here we go!

I recently moved back to Lethbridge, a decision I have not totally agreed with. One good thing that has happened is College. I am going to be taking the Paralegal program which is 14 months straight (no break) ... harsh.. but it will be worth it! I am really excited and I start in a week!! This whole school thing scares me to death also, I am shy with new situations and new people.

I am thankful I have a good man, and a great best friend who is there to push me in the right direction. They are awesome people and just want the best for me.

In other news,
I am engaged. I mentioned him in the beginning of my blog but since than we have 75% changed for the best. Yes we still have lots to work on and personal issues to deal with. But I can not imagine my life without him, and on the off chance that we are not meant to be together he would still be my best friend. We have endured a lot and have one of our biggest challenges coming up on Tuesday. A date that scares me to death but I know if we love each other it will work out for the best and the way the lord wants it to.

I am sorry for all of the negative posts, my goal is to write positive and this can be my outlet on good things. I realize we all have struggles and some harder than others in our eyes, but to the individual person it is hard. I have not always been the best friend or good listener. I am working on that. I am thankful for my friends that have stuck by me! I have learned that the drama the world has to offer is not for me. I feel so much better cutting those people out of my life. I would not be a good friend to them and nor them to me. Keep me and mike in your prayers as like I said we are facing a life changing event. Thank you again everyone.