I finally found a job it is so exciting! I love working again, and making money but most of all having something to do during the day! I work at a pet store which I LOVE!! The crappy thing is we have to be there at 730am if we are on morning shift because we have to clean the animals and feed them. I am so excited to become higher in the company which is happening in like a week I hope, I will be a supervisor!! I never though I would like working, but it actually makes you feel like you are apart of something. I always have that fear of screwing up, considering how I got fired from my last job. So all in all I am liking it so far plus next week I dont have to get up at 6 woot I can sleep in till 2!! Its pretty exciting stuff haha. Now that I have made all of you bored, I just thought it would be nice to put something positive up.
Other than that not to much has changed, still living in Edmonton doing the same old same old haha. I will be registering for school any day now, as soon as they make it available online!!! Pretty pumped for that!! :) I am looking forward to starting my new life, and making a difference in my life and becoming who I am suppose to be!
Friday, October 15, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
People
People can be one of gods greatest creation and one of the devils puppets. People love,hurt, regret, prosper, hate, disappoint, surprise and conquer. We are all different we think different we act to situations differently we speak our mind differently we love differently we get mad differently WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT!!
This brings me to saying sometimes I can really hate 'em. I am sick of 2 faced people, people who think they are greater than one another and people who are selfish. I have and always will put my heart into all my friendships if you are my friend I will stand in the way of a bullet for you. When you disrespect me I will move out of the way and hide behind you from a bullet. I think I have gone to long doing so much for my friends and getting treated like crap afterward because what they wanted doesn't work out. I will be anyone's friend and be friendly to anyone... until you screw me over or hurt me.
I think it is rude for someone who thinks they are higher than someone to try and call you out on crap... which I think after explaining more in depth that means hypocrite. The key word being THINKS. No one is better than anyone else we are all equal that's what we strive for in this country and for most part the world. Another thing we strive for is freedom of speech. If you don't like what I post or what I say that is hurting me, than why are we even talking in the first place? For 1 you don't mind it hurts me, for 2 you are judging me when you portray yourself as selfish and a preppy B****, for 3 you obviously dont care for what I truly say, for 4 you assume on what I am talking about. I don't spread UNTRUE rumors about people, I truly don't care what anyone thinks of me, at the end of the day I am trying to please myself and God. People may think I am dramatic, well obviously you don't know me... for those who do know me will say I am strong willed and very opinionated. Frankly, I think the whole world should be than I think people will regret less.
If you really don't like me... don't talk to me, don't try to be my friend because really who are we fooling? I do stand up for what is right and true if you cant accept the fact that you are to stubborn to admit I am right than just go. You are not worth my time. I know this may be mean or crude but if you can't handle it than dont worry about what I say :)
This brings me to saying sometimes I can really hate 'em. I am sick of 2 faced people, people who think they are greater than one another and people who are selfish. I have and always will put my heart into all my friendships if you are my friend I will stand in the way of a bullet for you. When you disrespect me I will move out of the way and hide behind you from a bullet. I think I have gone to long doing so much for my friends and getting treated like crap afterward because what they wanted doesn't work out. I will be anyone's friend and be friendly to anyone... until you screw me over or hurt me.
I think it is rude for someone who thinks they are higher than someone to try and call you out on crap... which I think after explaining more in depth that means hypocrite. The key word being THINKS. No one is better than anyone else we are all equal that's what we strive for in this country and for most part the world. Another thing we strive for is freedom of speech. If you don't like what I post or what I say that is hurting me, than why are we even talking in the first place? For 1 you don't mind it hurts me, for 2 you are judging me when you portray yourself as selfish and a preppy B****, for 3 you obviously dont care for what I truly say, for 4 you assume on what I am talking about. I don't spread UNTRUE rumors about people, I truly don't care what anyone thinks of me, at the end of the day I am trying to please myself and God. People may think I am dramatic, well obviously you don't know me... for those who do know me will say I am strong willed and very opinionated. Frankly, I think the whole world should be than I think people will regret less.
If you really don't like me... don't talk to me, don't try to be my friend because really who are we fooling? I do stand up for what is right and true if you cant accept the fact that you are to stubborn to admit I am right than just go. You are not worth my time. I know this may be mean or crude but if you can't handle it than dont worry about what I say :)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Church
So I don't know where else to write this..
Something about the church doesn't feel right these days, maybe its the fact that there as many fake people as people that believe. Maybe the fact they think they are like non other maybe in some ways, but for the most part we still have the cliques and backstabbers liars and rude people. As much as you strive not to be that way there is always a way you are to certain people. I thought moving into a YSA ward would be different because people my own age. But out of my whole ward there is a handful of people that are amazing. To me that is not right we should all be striving to be amazing in every way, not perfect but outstanding in all we do. As much as I love the church like leaders have told us many go astray from members and other leaders. This has been bugging me for a while and it never seems to get better no matter how hard i try, so how can it be me if i change everything about me for the better and it still happens.. I still believe in the church but not the people that think they are above anyone for choosing/going to this church. I guess i am in a confusing spot, I know we are suppose to go to church for us and for the teachings but the people make you hate going and unwelcome what more can you do?
Maybe this post was to much but maybe this will also change somethings, maybe people will realize not to exclude anyone. Its sad when the thing you have believed in since you were 8 doesn't seem to make you as happy and innocent as it did.
I am shocked at what some people in this church do.
Something about the church doesn't feel right these days, maybe its the fact that there as many fake people as people that believe. Maybe the fact they think they are like non other maybe in some ways, but for the most part we still have the cliques and backstabbers liars and rude people. As much as you strive not to be that way there is always a way you are to certain people. I thought moving into a YSA ward would be different because people my own age. But out of my whole ward there is a handful of people that are amazing. To me that is not right we should all be striving to be amazing in every way, not perfect but outstanding in all we do. As much as I love the church like leaders have told us many go astray from members and other leaders. This has been bugging me for a while and it never seems to get better no matter how hard i try, so how can it be me if i change everything about me for the better and it still happens.. I still believe in the church but not the people that think they are above anyone for choosing/going to this church. I guess i am in a confusing spot, I know we are suppose to go to church for us and for the teachings but the people make you hate going and unwelcome what more can you do?
Maybe this post was to much but maybe this will also change somethings, maybe people will realize not to exclude anyone. Its sad when the thing you have believed in since you were 8 doesn't seem to make you as happy and innocent as it did.
I am shocked at what some people in this church do.
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